now..coming back........my nightmare

i was waking up with a start in the midnight......as my nightmare coming back again with a sudden scream-----*wrong*!!!!i knew sth i had ignored since i couldnt remember wat it was, i really begged it was just my illusion but it seemed to be unavoidable, as i coundnt never get rid of my coming nightmare this time......it will continue....as endless.....



today my brain is undergoing decay again with a high level ionisation......like lying in ruins.....

i went to a Chinese restaurant in somewhere in zone 3, anyway, the boss hadnt employ any efficient waiters as they were all like torpor with extremely slow move(the rhythm like --------.---------......slower then snail.....then forget wat i had ordered completely.....stop...)-----may be half deaf.....i didnt want to ask one more time which demonstraded the audience inhibition* again!!!