enyuan......葉枯過

Friday, 23 March 2007

u r the last ferry for me as i recognised nothing went right......

today i got 2 stressful and crapped test on mm and psych, i hav done every single question unconsciously.........dizzy and nervous.......

i coudnt find my summary book before the mm test..wat the hell!!!!i begged that one who took my book would not throw it away.......so as the stupid calculator, the only one chance i used it ------got an exactly wrong value, later i even coudnt remember how many times i got a *false*over it......tricky tests today......

well i had wasted one period on setting goals as i knew i wouuld never obey it at all. though i put some stuff like pass vce by A+*(maybe never come true...), travel to Ireland and study forensic or physiological psych(without any consideration actually.....felt mixed-up now)......but wat i like is not too far away from him even he completely ignores me.......

2 comments:

Ariel said...: hey~~dear...
please change your name!!!!!
Elizbeath...is it a good idea???
Don't be dizzy!!!!
just be fully yourself,right?; 23 March 2007 at 9:21 pm
enyuan......ir..is.. said...: unbelievable!!!he was really cute...and he could speak chinese (even though a bit funny).....that implied* actually he could understand wat i said before....; 25 March 2007 at 10:50 am

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it's for you (continued..........)

da first tim i met u was in 2oo5, when we went 2 the new high school. at that tim, i even didnt give u a glance, i paid attention on da others but u...
da first several months were quite relaxing as u havnt been in my world, i always heard sth ab u fr sb, they sed lyk u r actually handsome and intelligent, som as u dont lyk get on w/ any girls~~~~
som girls around me sed u r not really lyk a boy~~so i hav 2 pay more attention on ur funny behaviours, somhow i used 2 agree w/ those guys, but i found i always communicate w/ u, but not talk....
initially, i thought thats interesting, u r just a strange guy 4 me, thats true, no more than this
always looking @ u and really want u 2 response me bak~~still dont know in fact sth has already changed. i less lykly 2 observe ur funny actions, but more lykly 2 wait 4 ur eyes looking bak........
occasionally i got a chance to go 4 a meeting alone w/ u, how silly i m~ that until now i know my real feeling @ that tim was so complex, even made me vacant ab u....
we had such sorta of meeting twice, and i remember we left da same ph no. on da paper as i didnt hav a moblie ph~~i thought u would refuse 2 share ur no. or even didnt want 2 sit w/ me, but u gave such an impat....
i uesd 2 intentionally ignore u and pretent 2 hate u~~which i got an "expected" consequence, so many misunderstanding and confusion, i successfully embarassed u and thats da exact hell 4 me..
when i recognised da true feeling, i chose---not telling, but i cant help focusing on ur daily lyf, thats made sb identify....
until i left, i still said nothing 2 u. u r already there, and maybe never leaving, thats wat i strongly considered...but u got changed so much...i hav 2 deny sth, sth even i dont know

film holi...

copying beethoven* (ultimately, i only spent 42mins on da film, its lyk nothin,,,actually i really luv this style of film, lyk shakespeare in luv*, but this piece could be ..how can it get such a high rating????)
the human stain*(thats a film actually!!! can be da best one durin da holi, i lyk da name as wel. wat??!! its got really low rating in 03.....oh...thats crap!!!!!)
the wicker man*(its da only one so far made me satisfied, somhow i'd like to c al nicholas cage's works, that's marvellous!!!!!! )
seven (really happi got da dvd here!!!so i can c it again!!!!!becoz al da films @ this time made me a bit disappointed.....)
stump the yard* (i dont like this sort of movie and the dance..but i lyk the village cinema*...)
300* ( sth made me fel its not a true film*....anyways i m more interested in da real history....not da film)
twist of faith*(oh!!shit...i dont lyk this documentary!!it made me think of som stuff ab psych!!!no more!!)
ghosthunter *(not a film actually...its awsome and scary!! but i lyk it)
mr. bean's holi *(for fun is ok la....lyk a farce...spend 30 mins on it is the best actually..now cant remember 2 much...)
saw3 *(hav 2 finish it soon!!! to make sure if saw4 is acceptable...enen..)
capote*(wat is it!!!watcht 4 half...really confused???? so stop it now and throw ab da dvd..)
proof* (this one is ok la... but a bit tasteless)
death note 1&2* (more prefer the book actually....the film is lyk no ending??? of course da TV one is borin 2.....)
insomnia*

my blurbs

heyhey...my name's enyuan, i am a chinese and come to austrilia as an international student. i go to kingswood college and i probably cant remain to work on this blog as i was failed many tims before.....i am really sensitive and a bit fussy.....never totally satisfied with anything,. u can easily get on well with me, then keep away from me and never turn up if u find we r different(individuals).....becoz always like that..... if u dont bother me or i dont like u, i wont talk to u and just stare u someway...... i dont have patience on anything except for painting, i prefer to paint in midnight with some light vocal music, and stand in front of the windows, enjoy the natual curtain of night alone..... the most horrible thing for me is absolutely the tests.....no a little bit!!!.....no more!!!!!....no at all!!!!!!!.......test, u know? u r bugging me now!!! i have to keep editting it as i said i am a bit picky.....wat i'd like to add is.....silly ppl like me really addict to be sorry to wat i did and never recognise to draw warning from exp. to be honest, gota 2 weeks holi is really borin 4 a lazy person!!! i m becommin lazier and lazier now...how com!!!! dumb...i always got farce w/ sb i like....dizzy and dumb again..........at da moment, i bey no more holi!!!!